'so what if i'm on this phone, a hundred miles from home'--blue october

why is it that as if i didn't have enough things to stack on my plate, other things come right along and try to get stacked on as well...as if i weren't stressed out enough and didn't have enough things to worry about or think about? job hunting, job hunting, getting out of the parents' house, where should i live, money, job hunting, etc. and now?

maybe i put too much pressure on myself, who knows?

i haven't been out of school for a full month yet, i'm not even working and already i feel like i need a vacation...colorado, i am in desperate need for you and your white wonderland.