"now i ain't sayin' she's a gold digger, but she ain't messin' with no broke-broke"--kanye west
so on sunday night, i watched super size me...that movie made me like never want to eat again, EVER. like no fast food, no soda, etc. sick out. i wanted to throw up multiple times. so i've made a seriously conscious decision to eat better. i've already started giving up sodas and i notice now when i drink one, i can only drink like one or 2 sips before i just want to give up. sooo much sugar (and i don't want to start on diet sodas--i don't like the way they taste) so i'm going to try to start making lunch and limit my fast food choices to subway/thundercloud, taco c (i know, i can't help it) and schlotzsky's...unless of course i am having the drunk munchies or something. but that's different.
so last night, i had dinner with bundy and we went to thundercloud, i heart thundercloud. we talked about things that had been goin' on and some wedding stuff, v. fun. we need to see each other MORE, it's ridiculous, we are in the same city. boo!
this morning, i felt/feel? like crap. i put in my contacts and it was really weird, like i couldn't see correctly, like i felt like i was really dizzy and sort of blurry, but my eyes weren't adjusting. kind of odd. so i took them out while i did my hair and put them back in and they were fine. weird. my allergies are really bothering me today. boo to that. now my stomach hurts, i think i'm falling apart.
i had a carrie bradshaw moment today when i was trying to figure out what to wear. i'm re-watching season 4 right now, and the episode where aidan is moving in and wants her to clean out her closet and pulls out this weird lookign shirt and she can name the date and place of where she wore it like 4 years prior, and then proceeds to throw it away...well, that's what happened to me today. i pulled out this top that i wore ONCE in '03 to interview at HEB one summer with bundy. hott. somehow, it really worked for me today...vintage gap. awesome.
so i'm pretty sure i've lost all game with guys since ending my last relationship. i suck.
and i left my cantaloupe in my car overnight and it was bouncing all over the place this morning on the way to work...so now i have a cantaloupe in our fridge...i hope it's still ok.
and i'm tired. and thank goodness for a 4 day week..and going back to the gym and shopping at the end of the week, and for starting to feel like a much better person.
so last night, i had dinner with bundy and we went to thundercloud, i heart thundercloud. we talked about things that had been goin' on and some wedding stuff, v. fun. we need to see each other MORE, it's ridiculous, we are in the same city. boo!
this morning, i felt/feel? like crap. i put in my contacts and it was really weird, like i couldn't see correctly, like i felt like i was really dizzy and sort of blurry, but my eyes weren't adjusting. kind of odd. so i took them out while i did my hair and put them back in and they were fine. weird. my allergies are really bothering me today. boo to that. now my stomach hurts, i think i'm falling apart.
i had a carrie bradshaw moment today when i was trying to figure out what to wear. i'm re-watching season 4 right now, and the episode where aidan is moving in and wants her to clean out her closet and pulls out this weird lookign shirt and she can name the date and place of where she wore it like 4 years prior, and then proceeds to throw it away...well, that's what happened to me today. i pulled out this top that i wore ONCE in '03 to interview at HEB one summer with bundy. hott. somehow, it really worked for me today...vintage gap. awesome.
so i'm pretty sure i've lost all game with guys since ending my last relationship. i suck.
and i left my cantaloupe in my car overnight and it was bouncing all over the place this morning on the way to work...so now i have a cantaloupe in our fridge...i hope it's still ok.
and i'm tired. and thank goodness for a 4 day week..and going back to the gym and shopping at the end of the week, and for starting to feel like a much better person.
