"thank GOD for chris!"--simon cowell

well yesterday was the worst day of my life...and not because of something real, it's not like i had a horrible day at work, oh no, it was more like i lost my mind.

the day started off fine, just a normal busy day at work, whatever. i went to the store to buy some things to help start off my new low-carb "diet" before the wedding, went home. made some chili and a taco salad type thing and settled in for american idol, quite sure that as usual, justice would be served..........................but NOOOOOOOO....you can read my recap here! i have NEVER cared so much about an american idol decision until last night, and like i just honestly don't even care anymore. but......i'll probably watch if i get bored, just to see which awkward newcomer will come to the music industry. (probably taylor b/c of his previous fan base, does anyone else think that's like cheating? b/c he already had a bunch of fans before he came on, so he already had an advantage? i know, i'm a poor loser)

so my mom came over right after it, and i made her re-watch the episode with me (which she only had to watch taylor jump once before she said "i don't like HIM!"), and then rewatch some of chris' performances before i started deleting the episodes from my dvr. le sigh.

tonight i'm supposed to have dinner with bundy and then go to vincent's to watch the season finale of the office on his BRAND NEW HUGE TV! holla!

i'm so depressed and i think it makes me even MORE sad that i'm depressed about AI of all things. wow, my life is lame. on that note: (back when i thought his name was JOHN daughtry, but i still loved him)

here's to chris daughtry, my american idol