have you had your latin kiss today?

"After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away."--carrie, SaTC

03 February 2005

"well, we're all in the mood for a melody, and you've got us feelin' alright"--billy joel

hey hey

yesterday's lunch with shawna was very fun :)...then we had some time left over, so we drove by (stalked?) the real world house..i admit it looks very cool now, ok ok, i had my doubts, but whatever, if you had seen this bad boy before they painted it, you would too! anyways... i just came home and job searched...it seems like my job search always ends around 330 or 4, just in time for NOTHING to be on tv...awesome...so, i applied for like 6 or 7 more jobs, mostly just threw my resume to the company because there weren't too many openings yesterday, and tried to take a nap...why? not like i don't sleep all morning anyways...then really did nothing...made some really crummy dinner, then my mom came home awhile later and i watched "meet the parents" with her because she wouldn't be quiet about it, so i was like whatever, fine ...

i'm halfway through Friends: Season 2...which is good AND bad..now that i've finished sex and the city (or what i have of it) and this is my last season of Friends, well then i'm SOL...THAT'S why I need a job, to pay for my television sitcom habit...haha..

anyways, i haven't really been sleeping that well these past few days and that's no fun...i didn't really feel that it was the right time to wake up today (11am?) but i know that if i start sleeping all day and not doing anything, i'm going to feel so much worse, so i get up, go straight to the shower and then put on jeans..i may not DO anything, but it makes me feel much more like i COULD if i wanted to...if that makes any sense? anyways, i started my job search early today, i've already applied to one job that i feel is perfect for me...Internal Marketing Asst for some consulting firm...helloo, i met all the requirements, (and some of the preferred reqs, even if i don't remember how to use Photoshop..but THATS OK!) but the last day to turn in resumes is the 23rd, and they start interviewing the last week of feb/first week of march...that feels like so long to wait, but i decided to wait to get a part time job until after my birthday, so i would be guaranteed a day off for that ;) selfish, i know, but i have nothing better to do...anywyas, i'm also going to the Baylor career fair on the 23rd, so look for me there ;)

and please be praying for me...i dont' think i've wanted something so bad...a job in general, i mean...*sigh*.i'm sorry, my posts just must seem so depressed and low...i wont' lie, i'm not the happiest girl in the world...oh well, i'm sure it will look up...this is how i know i'm not lying in a puddle of depression, i smiled when i saw the sun shining through my blinds and i know things will get better...so i'm not like thinking the world sucks or anything...;)