"should i? could i? have said the wrong things right a thousand times"--bon jovi

so everyone wants to know...about the interview...well let's just say, i looked good, but once i parked, i was the most nervous i have EVER been, it was the first time in my life i was so nervous i almost threw up, it was lovely...so i took some deep breaths, got my shit together and went in. debora came and got me (that's the first lady i've interviewed with) and we went into this office and this other lady came in to do an interview, it was pretty low-key, they were both pretty chill and really nice and i made more small talk this time and there was nothing that made me nervous, THEN i had to meet the boss of debora ...and she was like a totally different story, not that she wasn't nice, but she was british and like my dad said later, they seem very aloof and that's how i would describe her, she was just basically looking over my resume and asking weird questions then all of sudden asking woudl i change the website, etc. i'm like wtf?! i wouldn't do anything to it...and i said something i felt about the ocmpany and that would be the only reason i screwed up b/c i focused on the things they do for the "little" people and she's like just so you know, we get paid for all that, so i had to like tlak my way out of it and be like no that's fine, i still appreciate the company...ergh, anyways...if it were just up to the 2 ladies, i prob. had it, but this lady was definately different...so i got back to my car ( a freakin HOUR LATER!) and almost threw up again, and came home.

i'm supposed to find out either tomorrow or friday, so please PLEASE keep your fingers crossed, this is a GREAT company to work for and i really need a job!!! thank you for everyone who was thinking about me today!! i appreciate it!