"you might think you could be happy someday, but you don't know how to move the other way"--dexter freebish

so the american idol finale part 1 was tonight, it was alright, i'm not really impressed with either of the "original" songs that bo and carrie had to sing, i was really excited that bo sang "vehicle" as the song of the season, that was probably my favorite song he sang all season, but i didn't think he sang it as well as the first time...boo! i think he sang his last song better than his first song, i think carrie did pretty well, i think she did better than bo maybe, well on that last song too. whatever, i have been trying to vote, but i can't get through!! boo!! i'm trying to vote for bo, just so you know, but like i said, won't be sad if carrie wins. i appreciated the fact that they flew all of the old idols back to the set and they were sitting behind the judges, um anwar, keep your hair DOWN! geez. and i like how they all sat in the order or pretty much of how they were voted off, haha. anyways...we'll see tomorrow, everyone's making fun of me for organizing my life after american idol, but whatever. after tomorrow, i will do whatever you want on tuesday AND wednesday!! :) except at 9pm when the real world: austin comes on

anyways, then allison and i went to work out, it felt so good, seeing as i hadn't been for 2 weeks, i ran about 2 miles, we went to say hey to rodney (our trainer) who was like "i didn't know y'all hung out" (note to readers: i had called him around 230 to reschedule my appt blatantly pointing out that he was now training my friend allison...but whatever), allison and i just looked at each other and laughed, anyways, whatever.

i just had a conversation with my friend joe about relationships, he was telling me all these things that girls do and i pointed out that not all girls do this stuff...i for one, don't really think of myself as a "normal" girl, when it comes to relationships, i tend to understand the guy's point of view more, i'm not saying the guy is always right, because he is obviously not, but saying that girls tend to be more emotional and can't see stuff very clearly sometimes. i'm not saying i see things oh so clearly, but i acknowledge when i'm being too emotional and being dumb...

guys don't usually acknowledge when they are being dumb and tend to throw out the "but i didn't know" card, which on a girls behalf to believe that is dumb (silly boys)...but girls always say, that guys SHOULD know (what they're doing or what the girl is thinking)...girls, my answer to this is...a guy isn't a mind reader, just like we can't read guys' minds, they can't read ours, and i don't know why we expect them to...if i want something, i tell andy, if he wants something, he tells me...i think a lot of the complaining guys and girls do would lessen if we were all just honest with our significant other...and not be scared of them, like britney says, "...the question is, can you handle mine [truth]?" i mean, if they can't handle it, why are they sticking around...although, i guess some of us like the drama in the relationship, so i can't hate on that.

whatever, anyways, i was thinking about fixing my ipod lists, but i think i'll just do that later.

peace out