"praying it's the weather, that kept him out all night"--garth brooks
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ok, really short. b/c work is just totally overwhelming me and i'm just sitting on pins and needles waiting for this card thing to be done so i can call my boss and figure out what the next step is...i have a feeling tonight is going to be a very. long. night. ok, that's fine, it's my job...and i love it.
last night after work, i went to the mall to find a NYE outfit...i really had no luck, but i wasn't really in the shopping mood. i ran into the baby's daddy...not MY baby's daddy (thank goodness). i decided to be a little more open in the blog...some of you may not know who the baby's daddy is, but he is my old co-worker's younger brother. he's probably about 28. anyway, our "relationship" if you want to call it that, means a long time ago we made out a few times and maybe a phone call once a year (this is over a span of 7 years). in the past 7 years, he has had the same girlfriend, with whom he has constantly cheated on, then eventually she had his baby and now they live together in a very awkward situation...so it's like they're bf/gf but not b/c they hate each other, but they have a kid. anyways, that is the baby's daddy. anyway, i ran into him and i had seen him last weekend (oops) and last night he was with his kid and he asked if i wanted to get something to eat, (his kid doesn't like me, fyi, and is crying some) and i was like "not if he's going to act like that", so THEN he said, "what if we pick something up and go back to your place?" to which i replied....very slowly..."with him? *cringe* [house is not kid proof].......i don't think so..." i felt mean, but 1. he doesn't need to be there, 2. it makes me feel weird, it's just an awkward situation which i really don't want to get involved with. l*bo told me that was my own personal form of birth control...baby's daddies. so done. (later on that night he called and questioned my liking of kids...i was like how can you tell? he's like the way you acted with my son....so it IS obvious? lol)
last night, i finished the bottle of wine from the night before, i feel like i'm turning luscious. shawna said she'd go to aa with me. awesome, thanks. this morning i started thinking about what wine bottle i would open tonight...yeah, i'm glad my job has driven me to drink, the way i'm going, it's going to cost me $$$$ to get drunk on NYE. boo.
ok, i'm done.
peace.
ok, really short. b/c work is just totally overwhelming me and i'm just sitting on pins and needles waiting for this card thing to be done so i can call my boss and figure out what the next step is...i have a feeling tonight is going to be a very. long. night. ok, that's fine, it's my job...and i love it.
last night after work, i went to the mall to find a NYE outfit...i really had no luck, but i wasn't really in the shopping mood. i ran into the baby's daddy...not MY baby's daddy (thank goodness). i decided to be a little more open in the blog...some of you may not know who the baby's daddy is, but he is my old co-worker's younger brother. he's probably about 28. anyway, our "relationship" if you want to call it that, means a long time ago we made out a few times and maybe a phone call once a year (this is over a span of 7 years). in the past 7 years, he has had the same girlfriend, with whom he has constantly cheated on, then eventually she had his baby and now they live together in a very awkward situation...so it's like they're bf/gf but not b/c they hate each other, but they have a kid. anyways, that is the baby's daddy. anyway, i ran into him and i had seen him last weekend (oops) and last night he was with his kid and he asked if i wanted to get something to eat, (his kid doesn't like me, fyi, and is crying some) and i was like "not if he's going to act like that", so THEN he said, "what if we pick something up and go back to your place?" to which i replied....very slowly..."with him? *cringe* [house is not kid proof].......i don't think so..." i felt mean, but 1. he doesn't need to be there, 2. it makes me feel weird, it's just an awkward situation which i really don't want to get involved with. l*bo told me that was my own personal form of birth control...baby's daddies. so done. (later on that night he called and questioned my liking of kids...i was like how can you tell? he's like the way you acted with my son....so it IS obvious? lol)
last night, i finished the bottle of wine from the night before, i feel like i'm turning luscious. shawna said she'd go to aa with me. awesome, thanks. this morning i started thinking about what wine bottle i would open tonight...yeah, i'm glad my job has driven me to drink, the way i'm going, it's going to cost me $$$$ to get drunk on NYE. boo.
ok, i'm done.
peace.
