"i wanna be inside your heaven"--carrie underwood [bo bice]
hey hey
so another "milestone" in my life is over, once again, until january...haha, the winner of am. idol was carrie, which should have been a given, i just really liked bo...i'm not super upset, i mean, how can you be? they BOTH got brand new ford mustangs, and he'll have more freedom with his CD than she will, and i think that's probably better for him, seeing as he's had more music experience, he just needed this to get his name out for real. not dogging carrie, i think she's great, but she needed this and now her life is about to change for that little girl from a little town in oklahoma, so i'm proud of her and her parents are so excited!! it was cute! (i'll prob buy bo's cd before carrie's though)
anyways!! it was 2 hours long and i had to peace out on some of it, 1. to get dinner with allison and 2. because it was freakin' RIDICULOUS! i dont' want to see people who had horrible auditions get to meet david hasselhoff! this isn't make a wish, it's AMERICAN IDOL! wtf? it was really funny to see all the old idols in the audience, ie. george huff, john stevens, jpl, jasmine trias..it's like, they've been in the audience for the latter half of the seasona nd i wonder if AI pays them to do that, b/c they always focus in on them, whatever. i'm sure they're doing it...who comes to watch the show that you lost? and they're there EVERY week! you don't see kelly clarkson out there or ruben or fantasia, i don't know about ruben or fantasia, but kelly prob. has better things to do. anyways, wahtever, i missed most of the singing, except for bo's thing with lynard skynard, (YOU ROCK BO!)...we were switching back and forth b/w the amber frey movie and it was really scary how much the actors resembled scott & amber...eh. whatever, the winner is called, confetti and fireworks everywhere, carrie's voice cracked, more than one person is giving her a hard time for that, i'm like dude, she was CRYING! YOU sing when YOU'RE crying. (l*bo!!!)
allison and i went to work out after that and my stomach hurt really bad (i guess i ate too quickly and too soon before we went to work out...boo!) whatever, NOW what do i do with my tues/weds nights? i guess act like a normal person, so dinners anyone? i think shawna and i will be doing that next week. i'm having a panic attack b/c i just realized if i can't consolidate my loans in time i'm going to have NO money to live on, with a house payment, i'm trying not to hypervenilate or anything crazy, but it's hard. and i think i found a dog!! eeee...but i need a house...a house wiht a fence first. ehhhh! (the pictures are coming!)
it says it's going to rain today, i see a partially blue sky, so rain if you must, i'm so mad it's supposed to be like this all weekend...boo!! i can't WAIT til tomorrow, yay for fridays!
peace out
so another "milestone" in my life is over, once again, until january...haha, the winner of am. idol was carrie, which should have been a given, i just really liked bo...i'm not super upset, i mean, how can you be? they BOTH got brand new ford mustangs, and he'll have more freedom with his CD than she will, and i think that's probably better for him, seeing as he's had more music experience, he just needed this to get his name out for real. not dogging carrie, i think she's great, but she needed this and now her life is about to change for that little girl from a little town in oklahoma, so i'm proud of her and her parents are so excited!! it was cute! (i'll prob buy bo's cd before carrie's though)
anyways!! it was 2 hours long and i had to peace out on some of it, 1. to get dinner with allison and 2. because it was freakin' RIDICULOUS! i dont' want to see people who had horrible auditions get to meet david hasselhoff! this isn't make a wish, it's AMERICAN IDOL! wtf? it was really funny to see all the old idols in the audience, ie. george huff, john stevens, jpl, jasmine trias..it's like, they've been in the audience for the latter half of the seasona nd i wonder if AI pays them to do that, b/c they always focus in on them, whatever. i'm sure they're doing it...who comes to watch the show that you lost? and they're there EVERY week! you don't see kelly clarkson out there or ruben or fantasia, i don't know about ruben or fantasia, but kelly prob. has better things to do. anyways, wahtever, i missed most of the singing, except for bo's thing with lynard skynard, (YOU ROCK BO!)...we were switching back and forth b/w the amber frey movie and it was really scary how much the actors resembled scott & amber...eh. whatever, the winner is called, confetti and fireworks everywhere, carrie's voice cracked, more than one person is giving her a hard time for that, i'm like dude, she was CRYING! YOU sing when YOU'RE crying. (l*bo!!!)
allison and i went to work out after that and my stomach hurt really bad (i guess i ate too quickly and too soon before we went to work out...boo!) whatever, NOW what do i do with my tues/weds nights? i guess act like a normal person, so dinners anyone? i think shawna and i will be doing that next week. i'm having a panic attack b/c i just realized if i can't consolidate my loans in time i'm going to have NO money to live on, with a house payment, i'm trying not to hypervenilate or anything crazy, but it's hard. and i think i found a dog!! eeee...but i need a house...a house wiht a fence first. ehhhh! (the pictures are coming!)
it says it's going to rain today, i see a partially blue sky, so rain if you must, i'm so mad it's supposed to be like this all weekend...boo!! i can't WAIT til tomorrow, yay for fridays!
peace out
