...my ipod ran out of batteries, no song lyric today.
hey hey
well i didn't think i'd have anything to write about today since i already did my weekend update, but something always seems to come up.
first off, i switched shampoos, what happens when you are cheap and buy $1 shampoo? then your hair feels cheap and dry. spend a few extra $$ and next thing you know, your hair is smooth and silky again...almost silky enough to believe maybe you really don't need to trim up your hair...but that's just an illusion.
secondly, i forgot to charge my ipod last night, so i brought my charger to work...somehow i have lost it...b/c it's not in my purse anymore and i went to my car and it's not there either...and it's not like it's super TINY...so i hope it didn't fall out of my purse and someone saw it and snagged it...chances are i didnt' even put it in my purse...but i could have sworn i did...
and lastly, my dad made me feel a little inadedquate today as he asked if corina would be living with me now...i said, no i didn't think so. if i decide to do that i'll probably wait until after my party, i would really like the guest space, and you'd think my mom would find a house for her familia pretty soon, but whatever. after i said, no, he said that he really didn't like me living alone and didn't want me to turn out like him. i reassured him that i wouldn't turn out like him, but that i really did like living alone. and he told me that living alone can cause me being depressed, etc. i don't know if anyone's noticed but i'm not really a depressed person. the only time i've ever realized i was depressed was right after i graduated and i was job hunting and LIVING WITH THEM! living alone to me, is great! i don't have to answer to anyone which is something i've waited for, for 23 years. i've always been independent and wanting to prove i can do things myself...and here my dad goes to tell me that if i keep living alone i'll end up depressed...well then...i guess since i'm alone in my 24th year, my whole life is just shot to hell... i really dont' appreciate BOTH my parents acting like i should be married right now and that if i keep waiting to FIND someone, my life will be over. maybe i don't want to get married, maybe i want to be alone forever, maybe i just want to be that lady with 10 dogs (i don't really want that, but ya know) i just didn't understand the need to make me feel like i was a failure because i wanted to live by myself..and so early on a monday morning too...boo.
i honestly feel like living with someone causes me to be more sad because i can't do WHATEVER I WANT! so there. i like watching 24 hours of vh1, i like vegging in front of the tv, i don't have to be doing something ALL THE TIME and i like that. this is going to sound really bitchy i'm sure, but there's not much i get depressed about. living alone is not depressing for me, it's liberating. i may get depressed about not making enough money or having to pay bills all the dang time, but living by myself is a freedom. depressed for me = sharing, and that may be "only child syndrome" and it may be selfish, but it's me, so deal with it.
peace.
well i didn't think i'd have anything to write about today since i already did my weekend update, but something always seems to come up.
first off, i switched shampoos, what happens when you are cheap and buy $1 shampoo? then your hair feels cheap and dry. spend a few extra $$ and next thing you know, your hair is smooth and silky again...almost silky enough to believe maybe you really don't need to trim up your hair...but that's just an illusion.
secondly, i forgot to charge my ipod last night, so i brought my charger to work...somehow i have lost it...b/c it's not in my purse anymore and i went to my car and it's not there either...and it's not like it's super TINY...so i hope it didn't fall out of my purse and someone saw it and snagged it...chances are i didnt' even put it in my purse...but i could have sworn i did...
and lastly, my dad made me feel a little inadedquate today as he asked if corina would be living with me now...i said, no i didn't think so. if i decide to do that i'll probably wait until after my party, i would really like the guest space, and you'd think my mom would find a house for her familia pretty soon, but whatever. after i said, no, he said that he really didn't like me living alone and didn't want me to turn out like him. i reassured him that i wouldn't turn out like him, but that i really did like living alone. and he told me that living alone can cause me being depressed, etc. i don't know if anyone's noticed but i'm not really a depressed person. the only time i've ever realized i was depressed was right after i graduated and i was job hunting and LIVING WITH THEM! living alone to me, is great! i don't have to answer to anyone which is something i've waited for, for 23 years. i've always been independent and wanting to prove i can do things myself...and here my dad goes to tell me that if i keep living alone i'll end up depressed...well then...i guess since i'm alone in my 24th year, my whole life is just shot to hell... i really dont' appreciate BOTH my parents acting like i should be married right now and that if i keep waiting to FIND someone, my life will be over. maybe i don't want to get married, maybe i want to be alone forever, maybe i just want to be that lady with 10 dogs (i don't really want that, but ya know) i just didn't understand the need to make me feel like i was a failure because i wanted to live by myself..and so early on a monday morning too...boo.
i honestly feel like living with someone causes me to be more sad because i can't do WHATEVER I WANT! so there. i like watching 24 hours of vh1, i like vegging in front of the tv, i don't have to be doing something ALL THE TIME and i like that. this is going to sound really bitchy i'm sure, but there's not much i get depressed about. living alone is not depressing for me, it's liberating. i may get depressed about not making enough money or having to pay bills all the dang time, but living by myself is a freedom. depressed for me = sharing, and that may be "only child syndrome" and it may be selfish, but it's me, so deal with it.
peace.
