"hold on, to the night, there will be no shame"--erasure
so yesterday was a really good day and i'm well rested and bright eyed and bushy tailed today. hmmm....
so i rolled into work around 11 and worked til about 5.30 when i realized there was no way that i could make it through a 3 hour class with an empty stomach, so i went to wendy's (their fries suck, boo) and then went to my Flash class. (ok, does everyone know what this is? i'm getting confusing IM and other responses) for example, you know that Flash 9 player Myspace is getting everyone to download...ok? it's it's an "interface design tool" or something. ANYWAYS, i was really excited about it b/c work was paying for me to take it and i love that stuff. and with good reason! so the class is from 6-9. i got there a little early. anyways, the class is really interesting and it's so different to take a class and not worry about a grade or anything and just learn. (hi, i'm a nerd) so after class (and almost getting blown over...hi? wind?) i went home and managed to talk to both my parents, shea and kel all on the way home. ce was there when i got home and i was glad to see her and she also was able to meet chris who came over very soon after bearing wine and chocolates. after showing me pics of paris and talking, we decided to watch a movie. (i also saw ce's wedding dress!!! it is soooo pretty!!! excellent job!) we settled on garden state and i'm not gonna lie: garden state and a cabernet might be one of my favorite combinations EVER now.
and he could very well be a really decent guy. what sucks about our situation is apparently both of us had taken it upon ourselves to only think of now (or the next month) and not think about the future b/c of how depressing it could possibly be. i appreciate the fact that he drove 25 mins to see me, i appreciate the fact that he's willing to listen to what i have to say and seems to mean what HE says back to me. do i worry that this could end up being just an end of summer fling? maybe. but at least he's not being an asshole about it. it's like, here are my cards, i'm laying them out, and hopefully they match yours. le sigh. despite ALL of that, i am happy. and the funny thing is, i'm happier than i thought i would be....weird? yes.
anyways, my co-worker just went to chuy's and is bringing me back food, i'm SOOO excited about that, yum-o. tonight is class from 6-9 and then i think we might go see a movie. i really have no desire to see nacho libre, but i want to spend time with him...and when i said that, my friends, i realized how much i actually really do like this guy. how did i become such a girl?
peace.
so i rolled into work around 11 and worked til about 5.30 when i realized there was no way that i could make it through a 3 hour class with an empty stomach, so i went to wendy's (their fries suck, boo) and then went to my Flash class. (ok, does everyone know what this is? i'm getting confusing IM and other responses) for example, you know that Flash 9 player Myspace is getting everyone to download...ok? it's it's an "interface design tool" or something. ANYWAYS, i was really excited about it b/c work was paying for me to take it and i love that stuff. and with good reason! so the class is from 6-9. i got there a little early. anyways, the class is really interesting and it's so different to take a class and not worry about a grade or anything and just learn. (hi, i'm a nerd) so after class (and almost getting blown over...hi? wind?) i went home and managed to talk to both my parents, shea and kel all on the way home. ce was there when i got home and i was glad to see her and she also was able to meet chris who came over very soon after bearing wine and chocolates. after showing me pics of paris and talking, we decided to watch a movie. (i also saw ce's wedding dress!!! it is soooo pretty!!! excellent job!) we settled on garden state and i'm not gonna lie: garden state and a cabernet might be one of my favorite combinations EVER now.
and he could very well be a really decent guy. what sucks about our situation is apparently both of us had taken it upon ourselves to only think of now (or the next month) and not think about the future b/c of how depressing it could possibly be. i appreciate the fact that he drove 25 mins to see me, i appreciate the fact that he's willing to listen to what i have to say and seems to mean what HE says back to me. do i worry that this could end up being just an end of summer fling? maybe. but at least he's not being an asshole about it. it's like, here are my cards, i'm laying them out, and hopefully they match yours. le sigh. despite ALL of that, i am happy. and the funny thing is, i'm happier than i thought i would be....weird? yes.
anyways, my co-worker just went to chuy's and is bringing me back food, i'm SOOO excited about that, yum-o. tonight is class from 6-9 and then i think we might go see a movie. i really have no desire to see nacho libre, but i want to spend time with him...and when i said that, my friends, i realized how much i actually really do like this guy. how did i become such a girl?
peace.
