"i never saw it happening, i'd given up and given in, i just couldn't take the hurt again"--aqualung

yesterday was a good day, but i was tired and hungry. my flash class was fun and i really can't wait to take the advanced one. hi, me = nerd. whatever. stop judging me. after that i went home, changed really quickly and then chris came over. he asked if i needed help putting together the futon which basically ended up with him putting together the entire thing himself. it looks so good! now i just need pillows and to finish cleaning out that room.

after that we tried to finish watching garden state and ended up dtr-ing instead. we decided that we both like each other a lot, a lot and even though the distance is going to suck, we're going to try it and see what happens. so it was a positive dtr. now you'll get to read all about the trials and tribulations of my new long distance relationship, something i swore to myself i'd never do again, and yet something about him makes me want to try. not sure if it's the past we share or what we have now, or what, but i'm willing to try. maybe it was his "i'd rather try and fail, than not try at all" that got me, or what. whatever. unfortnuately he's leaving on the 10th (of august) and he'll be back the 17th for his birthday and leaving again the 20th. boo. ok, but let's not think about the future and how depressing it could be.

anywaysssss, work is going well, i feel like i'm back on track and it's a gorgeous day outside. well for the time being, everything is right in the world. hahaha, wow, i'm ridiculous