"no, it's not easy tonight"--five for fighting
i may just be too real for this entry
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well that was short lived, a 72 hour crush? it's not so much that i intimidate guys, but that they are nervous b/c they're sort of already seeing someone else. yup, that's it, story of my life, it seems to be lately: in different cities, assholes, or just plain dating someone else.
should i make a list of the guys? i bet i can count on at LEAST one hand how many times this has occurred in the past 2 months. i'm not trying to sound down on myself, that's not it, i'm not sure what i feel, i guess i'm more pissed off at the entire male gender.
or is it just missed chances? just, in general, i have to have a huge WTF moment.
WTF??!
i don't ask for a lot from the male beings, perhaps some gentlemen like qualities, holding open a door, someone who listens, a good kisser, someone who cares, gets along with my friends and family. so why is it that i manage to find out that the "good" ones are already taken?
have i really been out of the dating game for SO long that i don't know when a guy likes me, that eye contact, smiles, etc mean nothing? AND WHY AM I SO UPSET OVER SOMEONE I SPENT LIKE 4 HOURS WITH??!?
it's official,
i suck.
good night.
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well that was short lived, a 72 hour crush? it's not so much that i intimidate guys, but that they are nervous b/c they're sort of already seeing someone else. yup, that's it, story of my life, it seems to be lately: in different cities, assholes, or just plain dating someone else.
should i make a list of the guys? i bet i can count on at LEAST one hand how many times this has occurred in the past 2 months. i'm not trying to sound down on myself, that's not it, i'm not sure what i feel, i guess i'm more pissed off at the entire male gender.
or is it just missed chances? just, in general, i have to have a huge WTF moment.
WTF??!
i don't ask for a lot from the male beings, perhaps some gentlemen like qualities, holding open a door, someone who listens, a good kisser, someone who cares, gets along with my friends and family. so why is it that i manage to find out that the "good" ones are already taken?
have i really been out of the dating game for SO long that i don't know when a guy likes me, that eye contact, smiles, etc mean nothing? AND WHY AM I SO UPSET OVER SOMEONE I SPENT LIKE 4 HOURS WITH??!?
it's official,
i suck.
good night.
