"i look to you and i see nothing, i look to you to see the truth"--mazzy star
so yesterday, the day just seemed to whizz by, before i knew it was almost 5 and i felt like i hadn't done anything, although when i was writing down my list of things to do for today, it was awfully short, so that made me happy.
after work, i met allison at the olive garden for our "girl date". we had our dinner, while discussing silly things, lol. then we went to lakeline to see american dreamz and with the extra time, we went to aldo, but i wasn't in the spending money mode. so we settled in for a movie that was def not worth our $8, but it was somewhat entertaining. i'll give it 2.5 stars, basically that means, save your money til dvd. i heart hugh grant though.
after that i came home, changed and ended up talking to my bff from saudi/nola/mardi gras, sean for like 2 hours...next thing i know, it's 12, and i'm like boo, bedtime. then kitch calls me and i keep him company while he's waiting for the gate in his apt to open. silly boys. i'm v. tired today, which isn't unusual, and what's with me not hearing my alarm anymore? like i'm starting to dangerously sleep in. that needs to be fixed asap.
so today, it's going to rain, no doubt, it barely sprinkled on me while driving into work and i'm pretty sure the heavens will open, and as long as they don't contain hail, i'll be a-ok.
so i decided this morning that i may no longer be the "girl who attracts [not attracted to] other girls' boyfriends" (note: i don't DO THAT ON PURPOSE, the guy starts talking to me, next thing you know he has a kid or he's married and his wife's right there or his girlfriend comes up in conversation, whatever. i'd like to get away from that stigma, i don't want to be THAT girl!), but the "girl who has interest in guys who live in other cities"...is it the fact i can't have them? that they're untouchable? i don't know, but it makes the whole relationship thing incredibly difficult, esp. since i don't think i want to do long distance anymore or again. le sigh. i act like they are just knocking down my door, which isn't true, or that i would just totally date someone, but distance is a bummer, that's all i'm sayin'.
tonight i'm going to my 'rents for some QT and dinner and possibly some AI, because my mom really wants to be involved.
ps. how could i forget on saturday night, kelli having to pee so bad that she had to pee in that park near guadalupe and 2nd? lol...then she found a leaf in her underwear later...it was classic drunk girl.
peace out.
after work, i met allison at the olive garden for our "girl date". we had our dinner, while discussing silly things, lol. then we went to lakeline to see american dreamz and with the extra time, we went to aldo, but i wasn't in the spending money mode. so we settled in for a movie that was def not worth our $8, but it was somewhat entertaining. i'll give it 2.5 stars, basically that means, save your money til dvd. i heart hugh grant though.
after that i came home, changed and ended up talking to my bff from saudi/nola/mardi gras, sean for like 2 hours...next thing i know, it's 12, and i'm like boo, bedtime. then kitch calls me and i keep him company while he's waiting for the gate in his apt to open. silly boys. i'm v. tired today, which isn't unusual, and what's with me not hearing my alarm anymore? like i'm starting to dangerously sleep in. that needs to be fixed asap.
so today, it's going to rain, no doubt, it barely sprinkled on me while driving into work and i'm pretty sure the heavens will open, and as long as they don't contain hail, i'll be a-ok.
so i decided this morning that i may no longer be the "girl who attracts [not attracted to] other girls' boyfriends" (note: i don't DO THAT ON PURPOSE, the guy starts talking to me, next thing you know he has a kid or he's married and his wife's right there or his girlfriend comes up in conversation, whatever. i'd like to get away from that stigma, i don't want to be THAT girl!), but the "girl who has interest in guys who live in other cities"...is it the fact i can't have them? that they're untouchable? i don't know, but it makes the whole relationship thing incredibly difficult, esp. since i don't think i want to do long distance anymore or again. le sigh. i act like they are just knocking down my door, which isn't true, or that i would just totally date someone, but distance is a bummer, that's all i'm sayin'.
tonight i'm going to my 'rents for some QT and dinner and possibly some AI, because my mom really wants to be involved.
ps. how could i forget on saturday night, kelli having to pee so bad that she had to pee in that park near guadalupe and 2nd? lol...then she found a leaf in her underwear later...it was classic drunk girl.
peace out.
