"your love is sweet misery"--aerosmith
sooo
first i'm going to type my post and then i'm going to do my big in '06!
on wednesday, chris left :(, all day we were texting and calling each other and right before he went to houston, he stopped by my office for one last goodbye. i did pretty well and just barely teared up, it was still sad though. he wrote me a letter though and i had written him one too. yes, we're v. cute. after work, i went over to shawna's and we went to eat at casa garcia's, she bought me dinner since i had picked them up from the airport a few weeks ago, that was really nice of her. heart. then we went back to her apartment and then to sharla's to start pre-drinking and watched the break-up. i forgot how much i liked that movie, i'm going to have to buy it! then we went out, we started at speakeasy because they were having this party for all bar and restaurant employees and were giving free grey goose and red bull (separate) drinks, we got one before they said the special was over. then we went to cedar street to see the spazmatics play, we were barely there when we decided to leave. i guess since school is out, the crowd was a little different...and older. i think we went to fado after that, and then we went to union park. i had stopped drinking at like 10, but shawna and sharla were both really drunk. boo. eventually we had to leave shawna at the bar, which i felt awful doing, but i wasn't in a very good mood. boo.
on thursday i went to work, feeling very sad, boo. our network was down and wasn't going to be back up til the afternoon, so i called my boss and asked if i could work from home. she said that was fine, so i went home and actually did work! haha. yes, i did! after workign, i took a nap and then went to the mall, what a bust. i bought tights at express and some jewelry and sunglasses at aldo, but that's about it. speaking of express, i have a stalker/weird guy who apparenlty recognized me from the highland express when i went with ramzi and hope and works at lakeline. i went in there once and he started talking to me and then last night he was like "hey!" and like followed me around the store, i think i have to start going back to the arboretum, crazies. he's like "ok, talk to you soon mama"...no, i am NOT your mama. boo. after that, i got dinner from sonic, that's when i decided i was going on low-carb TODAY and not on the 2nd. i felt so gross. boo. i watched some real world and challenges i had missed..ok denver crazies, and then cleaned some. i started watching sex and the city because that always makes me feel better....for some reason. haha. i was really sad and in a funk though, and i didn't know what else to do.
anyways, i woke up this morning feeling so much better, i think i just needed a day to mope and be sad. not that i don't miss chris a lot or wish he was here, but i'm better now. i have lots of good things planned for this weekend, like the new years eve eve eve party tonight at steph and jarrod's and the singletons coming to town tomorrow for a NYE/girls' weekend! i can't wait! anyways chris is safely in paris, i have gotten a text and plenty of emails from him, he's off to switzerland tomorrow for NYE and i'll finally get to talk to him on the phone! that's really what's making it harder. once we can talk on the phone i'll be 100% ok! not just like 90% haha. anyways, work is quiet and slow, someone brought a really low-carb friendly breakfast today, which was great, and now i'm just blogging and doing some light work that i need to get done before the end of the year! i can't believe when i come back to work it's going to be 07! c-razy.
HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVAHS!!! i wish you all the best!! may 2007 be your year!! :) lucky #7!
stay tuned for big in '06!
first i'm going to type my post and then i'm going to do my big in '06!
on wednesday, chris left :(, all day we were texting and calling each other and right before he went to houston, he stopped by my office for one last goodbye. i did pretty well and just barely teared up, it was still sad though. he wrote me a letter though and i had written him one too. yes, we're v. cute. after work, i went over to shawna's and we went to eat at casa garcia's, she bought me dinner since i had picked them up from the airport a few weeks ago, that was really nice of her. heart. then we went back to her apartment and then to sharla's to start pre-drinking and watched the break-up. i forgot how much i liked that movie, i'm going to have to buy it! then we went out, we started at speakeasy because they were having this party for all bar and restaurant employees and were giving free grey goose and red bull (separate) drinks, we got one before they said the special was over. then we went to cedar street to see the spazmatics play, we were barely there when we decided to leave. i guess since school is out, the crowd was a little different...and older. i think we went to fado after that, and then we went to union park. i had stopped drinking at like 10, but shawna and sharla were both really drunk. boo. eventually we had to leave shawna at the bar, which i felt awful doing, but i wasn't in a very good mood. boo.
on thursday i went to work, feeling very sad, boo. our network was down and wasn't going to be back up til the afternoon, so i called my boss and asked if i could work from home. she said that was fine, so i went home and actually did work! haha. yes, i did! after workign, i took a nap and then went to the mall, what a bust. i bought tights at express and some jewelry and sunglasses at aldo, but that's about it. speaking of express, i have a stalker/weird guy who apparenlty recognized me from the highland express when i went with ramzi and hope and works at lakeline. i went in there once and he started talking to me and then last night he was like "hey!" and like followed me around the store, i think i have to start going back to the arboretum, crazies. he's like "ok, talk to you soon mama"...no, i am NOT your mama. boo. after that, i got dinner from sonic, that's when i decided i was going on low-carb TODAY and not on the 2nd. i felt so gross. boo. i watched some real world and challenges i had missed..ok denver crazies, and then cleaned some. i started watching sex and the city because that always makes me feel better....for some reason. haha. i was really sad and in a funk though, and i didn't know what else to do.
anyways, i woke up this morning feeling so much better, i think i just needed a day to mope and be sad. not that i don't miss chris a lot or wish he was here, but i'm better now. i have lots of good things planned for this weekend, like the new years eve eve eve party tonight at steph and jarrod's and the singletons coming to town tomorrow for a NYE/girls' weekend! i can't wait! anyways chris is safely in paris, i have gotten a text and plenty of emails from him, he's off to switzerland tomorrow for NYE and i'll finally get to talk to him on the phone! that's really what's making it harder. once we can talk on the phone i'll be 100% ok! not just like 90% haha. anyways, work is quiet and slow, someone brought a really low-carb friendly breakfast today, which was great, and now i'm just blogging and doing some light work that i need to get done before the end of the year! i can't believe when i come back to work it's going to be 07! c-razy.
HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVAHS!!! i wish you all the best!! may 2007 be your year!! :) lucky #7!
stay tuned for big in '06!
