"as usual, you'll get your way"--guster
you know what i decided?
it should not be this hard. we are making this whole church thing too hard. if we have to take the classes apart, as much as that would suck, we will just have to suck it up and do it. you know why? because i want to get married in this church, i have wanted to get married in it since i first stepped foot into it like 8 years ago and i shouldn't let a stupid class stop me. but who wants to take 'natural family planning' without their significant other? boo. (who really wants to take that at all i say, but ok) i keep hearing 'pick and choose your battles', well this battle is the one i choose. sorry deacon, you're going to have to deal with me and my bridezilla tendancies. *insert angel face* now if after we try to do the classes and it won't work out then, THEN i will be ok to give up. i feel kind of lame for throwing in the towel so early at the moment.
sometimes i really feel the only child in me rearing her ugly head and even though i never threw tantrums as a kid, i kind of want to kick and scream and throw myself on the ground sometime...i mean what the H, stop being difficult.
*enter pouty face*
anyway, besides that, today has been of course super busy and all but it's ok :) i'm going to SA this weekend for more wedding festivities, i.e. dresses, cake and flowers possibly. anyway, that's all i had, just some venting to do.
peace.
it should not be this hard. we are making this whole church thing too hard. if we have to take the classes apart, as much as that would suck, we will just have to suck it up and do it. you know why? because i want to get married in this church, i have wanted to get married in it since i first stepped foot into it like 8 years ago and i shouldn't let a stupid class stop me. but who wants to take 'natural family planning' without their significant other? boo. (who really wants to take that at all i say, but ok) i keep hearing 'pick and choose your battles', well this battle is the one i choose. sorry deacon, you're going to have to deal with me and my bridezilla tendancies. *insert angel face* now if after we try to do the classes and it won't work out then, THEN i will be ok to give up. i feel kind of lame for throwing in the towel so early at the moment.
sometimes i really feel the only child in me rearing her ugly head and even though i never threw tantrums as a kid, i kind of want to kick and scream and throw myself on the ground sometime...i mean what the H, stop being difficult.
*enter pouty face*
anyway, besides that, today has been of course super busy and all but it's ok :) i'm going to SA this weekend for more wedding festivities, i.e. dresses, cake and flowers possibly. anyway, that's all i had, just some venting to do.
peace.
Labels: bridezilla, wedding
