"but you can't hide, standing under these stars"--guster
so i went to bed at like 10pm last night, awesome, i'm really still tired today, i guess trying to get over this weekend...wouldn't it be nice if i had a work laptop and I could work from home?? yes, because that's what my boss is doing today! argh! which is fine, i just closed my door, i'll be a hermit for today, and i have stuff to do...*sigh* and i'll leave early ;)
what a day so far and it's not even 10am. i got a letter in the mail that said, my request for loan consolidation has been CANCELLED?! wtf?! it gave me a list of reasons why it could be, like my loans are less than $10,500 (ok no), my loans are in default (does that mean grace period? that seems stupid), they are all through private loan programs (only half?), i'm already consolidated?! (um NO!), i requested a cancellation (hell, NO!)
i am about to cry, seriously, if i can't consolidate, i will seriously have to find another job that pays me more, i have TWO (2) loan payments, which equal $700, and i appreciate the free rent and food from my parents, but i want to MOVE OUT, that's the idea with growing up, and i appreciate my mom trying to help me if she sells a few more houses, but she's playing in mexico or something and that's not doing me any good. anyway, the issue is that $700 + an $800 house payment, really leaves me very little to live on, so therefore, crying will ensue
i called my loan rep and am waiting for a call back, i don't want to be obnoxious, but this is my freakin' life.
holy crap.
what a day so far and it's not even 10am. i got a letter in the mail that said, my request for loan consolidation has been CANCELLED?! wtf?! it gave me a list of reasons why it could be, like my loans are less than $10,500 (ok no), my loans are in default (does that mean grace period? that seems stupid), they are all through private loan programs (only half?), i'm already consolidated?! (um NO!), i requested a cancellation (hell, NO!)
i am about to cry, seriously, if i can't consolidate, i will seriously have to find another job that pays me more, i have TWO (2) loan payments, which equal $700, and i appreciate the free rent and food from my parents, but i want to MOVE OUT, that's the idea with growing up, and i appreciate my mom trying to help me if she sells a few more houses, but she's playing in mexico or something and that's not doing me any good. anyway, the issue is that $700 + an $800 house payment, really leaves me very little to live on, so therefore, crying will ensue
i called my loan rep and am waiting for a call back, i don't want to be obnoxious, but this is my freakin' life.
holy crap.
